so I was dating this girl 7,300+ miles away from me, we talked every day for 6 months and 2 months ago I got the chance to visit her in the Philippines. She knew I was coming but I told her I was arriving on the 8th of September, I lied only ‘cause I wanted to surprise her, without her knowing on the 6th of September I got 2 of her friends to invite her at a Cafe for a Snack. An hour before we planned that I’d be the one to serve their orders when it’s ready. 

So there I waited in the Cafe’s Kitchen for almost an 2 hours for her to arrive and as soon as she came I heard her shouting “Alex is gonna be here soon!” and that gave me one of the biggest smile to know that she’s excited to see me. So then 30 minutes later their order was done so it was time to do my part of the plan aha, holding the tray, slowly walking towards them, I looked at her friend and good thing he got what I was thinking, to distract her so she won’t see that it’s me. Right before I got to the table her friend took her camera and told her to smile and I got to the table just in time before she looked and I just stood there like “Hey =)” and the look on her face was just so cute and priceless, she jumped up from being surprised and got a pillow to cover her face and as soon as I get close to her, she slaps me haha, ‘cause she really hates surprises, but it was okay ‘cause the kiss right after the slap made of for it.

Spent the whole day with her and she never wanted to go home, and I didn’t want her to go home but she still had to, dropped her off around midnight and while I saw her walking away I just felt the want to grab her hand and hug her and never let her go. 

As each day went by she started acting different, I asked her why but she always just say that she’s tired and just wants to sleep. So I just let it go but the thought of her not being okay never left my mind.

A month later out of nowhere she just wanted to end it, leaving me confused why. Everything was fine, no problems, nothing, well that’s what I thought and what she made it seemed to be. I agreed to break up with her reason which is that she just doesn’t want any commitment. Even after we’ve already broken up we still spent the rest of the day together. It was still fine ‘til I went to a friend’s pool party. There I found out that 3 nights before I got to the Philippines, She went out with her friends and some of my friends and they were with a band from the Philippines. They said that they played a Dare game and She ended up kissing a guy from the Band ‘cause of a Dare. As soon as I heard about what happened I called Her and asked her about it, and she confessed, and it was the reason why she started acting different after a while.

But after finding out all about it, I didn’t even get mad even tho I had all the right to, I loved her more than how much I hated her for her mistake. 

The next day, a Sunday, I was gonna go to Church but ‘cause of my bad hangover I couldn’t even get up off my bed. While laying in bed thinking about all the shit that happened, I heard people downstairs and it turned out to be Her and my Mom talking and she ended up crying to my Mom and regretting what she did. Next thing I know my Mom was up in my bedroom talking to me about her and I just told my Mom to tell her to come up, and she did. She just sat on my bed and couldn’t even look at me. I told her to come closer and I just hugged her.

Told her it was just a Dare, as long as she wont do it anymore then it’s fine, I’ll forget about it. Then after 30 minutes of talking we ended up making up and were back with each other. She still couldn’t quite stare me in the eyes, and I just held her chin up and made her look at me and told her that I love her. 

The next day we went on a wedding anniversary and again everything was fine ‘til 5 days later. 5 days later she broke up with me again, this time her reason was ‘cause she lost the love. 8 hours later we went on this parade that started out at 3am, I knew she was there, I started walking next to her and held her hand, swallowed my pride and asked her again if she’d be my Girlfriend again, and she said no aha.

Days went by and numerous of failed attempts of tryin’ to get back with her aha. Shit yea I became blind. Lately just woke up and finally decided it’s time to move on.

idk didn’t really know how to say this but had to, shit was just bothering me.